The evening had been spent studying all three canvases when I decided to see how many different words I could come up with to describe not only the creative process but also the visual interpretation of creating a distressed surface that would be part of an intended painting. By the time I seemed to have exhausted all my possibilities, I noticed a number of words conveyed an element of rationalizing the intellectual elements of such a painting, including a handful reflecting my own mythology.
Untitled — in progress
Newsprint on canvas, 20 x 20” (50.80 x 50.80 cm)
Stage 2, layer four-five of newsprint before sanding
The words are in the order as I wrote them down on a piece of paper and though a few may seem redundant or have too much similarity with another word or phrase, each line represents an idea, a thought and as such should not be dismissed.
Textural environment    
Remnants    
Recasting found ephemeral    
Decay    
Timeless iconic treasures    
Intimate    
Time weathered environment    
Recycling- reinventing reality    
Evolution    
Random    
Exposed to natural elements    
Deconstructive- reassembled    
Synthesis    
Dynamic syntax    
Emotionally driven on a visual and intellectual level    
Reinterpreting    
Ambiguous metaphors    
Metamorphosis     
Juxtapositions is instinctual    
Playground    
Iconography    
A conversation with memory    
Fertile landscape    
Authenticity    
Reexamining fundamental social mythology    
Organic qualities    
Paradigm    
Journey    
Vernacular    
Social and environmental consciousness    
Cultural heritage    
Concealment    
Believability    
Day-to-day observations    
Obliterate subtle chances    
Aesthetics    
Manipulation    
Ornate tapestry    
Eloquently    
Dissolve    
Topography of landscape    
Multitude of experiences    
Influential encounters    
Pilfered assemblage    
Intuitive limitations    
Repurposed    
Collaboration of materials    
Paradoxical    
Alchemy    
Story telling    
Cross-pollination    
Found objects    
Esoteric assemblage    
Artistic carnage    
Worn, tattered debris    
Untitled — in progress
Newsprint on canvas, 16 x 16” (40.64 x 40.64 cm)
Stage 2, layer four of newsprint before sanding
My two favorites from the list are ‘pilfered assemblage’ and ‘artistic carnage’; the first describes the general collection process like removing bits and pieces from telephone poles in Berkeley for when I created ‘Orderly Confusion’ to ‘Pangaea’, material gathered from billboards and eight foot walls around a construction site in San Francisco after a rain, while ‘artistic carnage’ reflects the destructive and assemblage nature of this style of art. The word symbiosis cannot be defined as having absolute meaning simple because each painting or artwork that makes use of the destructive and assemblage defines its own meaning of symbiosis.
Untitled — in progress
Newsprint on canvas, 12 x 12” (30.48 x 30.48 cm)
Stage 2, layers four-five of newsprint before sanding
Some of the other words like ‘tapestry’ reflect the process weaving of the various pieces of material into a ‘topographical landscape’ that is based upon a ‘multitude of experiences’ and these ‘influential encounters’ are entrusted into the hands of the artist. Who like the ‘alchemist’ of the Middle Ages performs ‘cross-pollination’ in the hope of achieving ‘believability’ while understanding his own ‘intuitive limitations’.
It is a ‘journey’ through a ‘fertile landscape’ of the ‘vernacular’ that continues to undergo a ’random’ ‘evolution’; ‘recycling- reinventing reality’ with each new work of art. In the end, it is ‘manipulating our ‘cultural heritage’ by ‘reexamining [the] fundamental social mythology’ until a new ‘dynamic syntax’ becomes the new ‘authenticity’.
In part three we will see stage two having been distressed and I will detail further my thoughts on each canvas and what I might be planning next, as I carefully thread forward exploring my own potential and overcoming doubt by chipping away at the limitations of fear that I have imposed upon myself.













